I feel for you!

I really feel bad for some people. Not having the knowledge, strength or power to change their situation, it really saddens me.

Iggy the dog

um, seriously? I think Ellen DeGeneres is hilarious but um why is there STILL a huge story about Ellen's dog that she gave away, and then it got taken away and now everyone's all sad......... What about the sick shit that actually happens to animals and people? Reason number eight hundred and fifty two thousand and two, why I don't give a shit about celebrities....SERIOUSLY????

Massive Suicide Dreams!

I went to see the Stills at Lee's Palace in November with Erinne, Mayssan and Nick. They are mos. def. one of my fave bands. What a fun night!

I friggin love this song....
Gender Bombs - The Stills

Images are strong,
impulses are strong
And logic will break your heart forever,
be brave
Massive suicide dreams
The feel warm and long
The girl will school you
The girl will...
And could this be the gaining force of ten loves in a row
The drunken Sunday evening's would just be in your way, no
Massive Suicide dreams
The feel warm and long
The girl will school you... [8x]

My job.

I fucking hate my job. I hate waking up in the morning to come into this stupid office.
I'm wasting my time being miserable. I don't know if I will last until may.

About a boy!

You're pretty cool N.P.

Only 159 days left....WTF???

I still haven't decided. I didn't think it was possible, but the decision keeps getting harder to make. I'm no closer to figuring things out than I was 6 months ago.

I've got nothing to say these days. I've become so lazy and have only been meeting the minimum requirements of life. That's weird. Gotta work on that....

Ya it was only 113 days left but I changed my countdown date to May 2nd rather than March 17th.......

Is that really necessary?

So I bought soup from Timmy Ho's the other day, and they gave me like 4 packages of salt and 6 of pepper. I'm thinking damn, do I really need that many? I hate wasters. Makes me mad. I try not to waste anything. I know it's only salt and pepper and not a big deal. But I still hate it. Nice, I haven't posted anything in weeks and when I do, it's about salt and pepper. Enjoy!

On another note, I've been hanging out with someone lately, I think he's pretty friggin wicked, and I've got the hugest crush on him EVER! Yes, I realise that sentence makes me sound like I'm 12 years old. But I don't mind.

This......is......funny!

Shout out out out out out out as much as ya wanna

well I went to a concert in Monteal tonight. Golden dogs opening for the Should out out out out out's

Have to admit, I love the Golden Dogs and have seen them live 3 times with E2 over the past 3 years and they are just wicked. So when I found out they were playing just down the road from my Hotel in Montreal literally a 7 minute walk) I HAD to go!

WICKED and the Shout out out out out's are fucking fantastic beyond anything ever.

I am so going to see them in Toronto.

I made sure, when I saw the front "peeps" from golden dogs, that I thanked them for making my stay in montreal fantastic, cause as for the meetings and work stuff.........its sucked hardcore.....it really has. I can't wait for this work weekend to be over.


Peace I'm out..........

Just cause I love this song....and the lyrics too.

I'm prolly going to paint my "yellow box of memories" red now, just for the significance......

Sonnet - the Verve, such an old song that I have fallen in love with all over again......

My friend and me
Looking through her red box of memories
Faded I'm sure
But love seems to stick in her veins you know
Yes, there's love if you want it
Don't sound like no sonnet, my lord
Yes, there's love if you want it
Don't sound like no sonnet, my lord
My lord Why can't you see
That nature has its way of warning me
Eyes open wide Looking at the heavens with a tear in my eye

Yes, there's love if you want it
Don't sound like no sonnet, my lord
Yes, there's love if you want it
Don't sound like no sonnet, my lord
My lord Sinking fast within a boat without a hull
My lord Dreaming about the day when I can see you there
My side By my side
Here we go again and my head is gone, my lord
I stop to say hello
'Cause I think you should know by now
By now By now By now
By now By now Oh, by now
Oh, by now
Oh, by now
Oh, by now

It really is time fo me!

I said last week, that I would clear an old promise from someone, but would not make any new ones with this person.
When asked a favour today, I declined, just as I should have fo the past year, well if you want to be specific perhaps I should say the past 4 years.

Today I said no, and put myself first, because I know he's been putting himself first for a much longer time.

Gone to Montreal

Should this be added to my list?

Ninja boots!

I've been wanting a pair of these suckers for a while now. If I get what I want, then I should be wearing a pair of these with a sassy black dress for new years.

Here kitty kitty!

Take away the frosted hair, flashy Vegaswear, and element of danger, and what would Siegfried and Roy have?
Um, the perfect job.
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Taken from a daily candy email recieved yesterday! I WANT ONE!!!!!

Nothing to say.....really.

So I have moved into my new apartment. So far so good. I have a lot of work to do, unpacking, sorting and getting rid of things. I don't have much space and I don't have any storage....FUN!

Getting to work has been a nightmare...literally. It takes a lot longer and i have to take 2 busses and a subway. All in all it takes about an hour to get to work, compared to 35 minutes from my last apartment......ahh life...never 100%.

I've been pretty impatient and annoyed lately. Nothing specific. Just my mood in general.
I'm pretty sick of people lying about shit. Seems everyone is doing it these days. WICKED!

I'm thinking about my birthday coming up in a couple of months. I'm turning 28 and that's kind of weird. I'm hoping 28 is a year of many accomplishments...that would be great. Let's see how it goes.

AH!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

That's all I've got to say for now.

Update

I've been pretty busy the past couple of weeks trying to get my apartment packed up for the move on September 29th.
I've been working on a few little things recently but am not willing to disclose any information at the moment. Skating starts in one week exactly. wow.

So I will be back to being a busy bee.
I will try to post more fun stuff once I get all moved into my new apartment.
I'm sure there will be tons of adventures over the next year, having Alisa living above me. It's going to be memorable I'm sure.

Later
E dot.

Virgin festival!

When I bought my tickets in March I thought this day would never come! It's here. Finally!

This weekend I will be seeing the following bands perform on Toronto island....

Saturday:
K-os, M.I.A, Arctic Monkeys, Interpol, BJORK!!!!!!!!!!!
There are 25 other bands to see on saturday so in between these concerts I will wander around and check stuff out. There are 4 stages set up.

Sunday:
Louis XIV (woo hooooooo), Tokyo Police Club, Blonde Redhead, Stars, Metric, The Killers and THE SMASHING PUMPKINS!!!! Once again there are 25 other bands playing throughout the day that I will check out....

One of my best friends Kate is flying to Toronto from Alberta for the concert, it worked out well cause she is on course in Borden right after the concert....for 3 months....YAY!

Thanks!

Thank you for making me feel better than I have in 2 years
Thank you for telling me I'm amazing
Thank you for buying me dinner and drinks
Thank you for the fun conversations
Thank you for "missing me"
Thank you for inviting me out with you and your band
Thank you for "really appreciating" the things I did for you
Thank you for thinking I'm cute
Thank you for being excited to see me
Thank you for being so considerate all the time
Thank you for making me feel so special
Thank you for never forgetting to say thank you
Thank you for "making it up to me"

But most of all.....

Thank you for lying to me
Thank you for making me feel like an idiot
Thank you for making me believe it was actually something real
Thank you for destroying the last bit of trust I had
Thank you for leaving me hanging
Thank you for leaving me wondering
Thank you for confirming my beliefs (guys=assholes)
And thank you for giving me the chance to say GO FUCK YOURSELF!!!!

Ball of Confusion

Now all that's left to do is wonder why?

Note to self.

Always listen...
Always remember....
And don't talk so much at 3:00AM....
Chances are you won't remember in the morning.

Life and Time!

One year ago....

My heart was broken.

Tomorrow, I have a date.

I took this photo in a washroom at the Green Room - Bloor Street West, Toronto.

Taste of the Danforth!

Saturday August 11th, 2007

Taste of the Danforth Greek festival

Erinne, Erin, Mayssan and Jon.

Havin a couple beers in a parking lot then enjoying the festival....sorta!

Like mother like daughter!

Meet Sara and Emma!
I got the following picture message yesterday while I was on a walk downtown.

Such pretty girls!

Lookin' back!

"Lookin back.. lookin back, lookin back, lookin back
You know it's hot
Don't forget, what you got"
Lauren hill - "Every ghetto city"

So tonight after talking to a friend, about her current break up, I decided to look back on a few posts from almost a year ago when Sean and I broke up.
Wowzers.
There aren't many, surprisingly.....

One August 25th, and 3 in October......
We broke up the end of august.
Interesting.

The other thing I find interesting is the fact that I called Sean tonight to get some advice.....which is something I never thought I would do, but I know he would give me good, honest, un-biased, advice.

Maybe I should reconsider asking him......
why? I don't know.

The countdown's on!

Ok, so I have a counter on my blog, the countdown to something better, a.k.a. Erin's running away....
When I put the counter on my blog it was at 303 days, or so....and now it's at 264, time is going by so quickly.
As of March 17th, 2008 I am entitled to take a 1 year leave of absence from my job, and I'm trying to sort out what I'm going to do and where I'm going....
Options.....
1. Kingston, live with my parents and go to school full time and finish my Business Diploma....and get a part time job. Then ???
2. Ottawa, go to school and finish my business diploma and get a part time job, then ???
3. Stay in Toronto and try out a new job, which pays better.
4. Go anywhere and get a job....not in that order, I would get a job first, then go.

So if I go to school and finish my business diploma, then what??? What will that get me? Will it get me a better paying job? Or will I just have to start out again on the bottom and try and work myself up to something.

I don't know what to do. I've got less than 8 months to decide. Sure 8 months is a long time away, but I still haven't been able to decide what to do. I love my friends in Toronto and I love my skating job to death. It would really suck to leave my friends and my wicked skating job.

My other decision at the moment is to move out of this apartment and live in the basement apartment of a friends house. It is almost half the rent that I am paying right now. I am going to look at the apartment tomorrow. It's going to be a bit of a pain in the ass to get to work, but I will be able to save money for whatever it is that I choose to do next year. I know I should definitely move in there, but I will miss the convenience of living downtown, getting to work effortlessly, and being able to walk everywhere I go. I probably won't see my friends as often, however I will have Alisa living right in the same house. I hate making these kind of decisions. I used to love change, I still love change, but it's harder to make change when you are alone...it's so nice to plan something together, rather than feel that you have no choice but to make a change.

I hate making these kind of big decisions by myself. I know I'm an adult and I should be able to decide for myself, but it's tough. I know what I should do, but it's not what I want to do. That sucks. I'm afraid that if I make the decision I should make, I will be unhappy for an entire year. That would suck. Being alone, without friends, and somewhere you don't really want to be isn't very appealing.

Another thought that's been on my mind is the fact that I haven't seen my family since January. I'm pretty sure that was the last time I saw them. It's now almost august. That is insane. I don't know the next time I will see them either.

Flying!

ooo, tonight, I sat on a bench with my friend Jon, right on Lake Ontario, overlooking the island airport runway. We sat and watched a bunch of Canadian geese and 2 swans chill out in the lake. As the time passed we saw numerous helicopters and airplanes take off from the airport. It was pretty neat cause you couldnt see the runway. Just airplanes taking off from what looked like a water runway. Pretty neat.

We then got to talking about being nervous every time we went on an airplane. I suddenly remembered the time I took Sean out in an tiny 4 seater airplane for his birthday. It was the first birthday we spent together. He had never been in an airplane before, ever!!!
I had been living in Ottawa at the time and heard a commercial for the Ottawa flying club having a day where they would take you out in a plane, on a tour of the city, for about 30 mins. I thought this was the perfect birthday present for him. So we woke up at 6am, he had no idea where we were going, even though he was driving. I j ust told him which way to turn. We ended up at the Ottawa flying club, but not until we got in line did he realise what was going on.

He was soooo nervous hahaha, I didn't let on that I was kind of scared too, I had never been in such a small plane before. It was just the pilot, and us in the back seat. We had head sets on with microphones so we could talk to each other.

Probably one of the funnest things I have ever done. : )

One day

one day
it will happen
one day,
one day
it will all come true
one day
when you're ready
one day, one day
when you're up to it
the atmosphere
will get lighter
and two suns ready
to shine just for you
i can feel it
one day
it will happen
one day. one day
it will all make sense
one day, one day
you will blossom
one day, one day
when you're ready
an aeroplane will curve gracefully
around the volcano
with the eruption that never lets you down
i can feel itand the beautifullest
fireworks are burning
in the sky just for you
i can feel it
one day
one day

One day - bjork

One day, when I'm ready, I will have something good to say....
I can feel it.

Yer not the ocean!

Again, I’m talking to the lake
I’m standing on the rocks
Yer not the ocean
I’m better to watch
Britney invisible or the stranger in myself
than a wall of water
just hitting the shelf
Yer not the ocean
You’re up to my toes
Yer not the ocean
You’re not even close
Though you’re so real
and you’ve more youth everyday
and you can think and feel
and get out of your own way
and though I’m nothing
you are just a lake
made to take it
and take and take and take
Yer not the ocean
I’m standing on my toes
Yer not the ocean
You’re not even close
Yer not the ocean
You’re up to my chin
Yer not the ocean
You’re not coming in
You’re not coming in
You’re not coming in
You’re not coming in
Yer not the ocean
You’re up to my chin
Yer not the ocean
You’re not coming in
You’re not coming in
You’re not coming in
You’re not coming in

"Yer not the ocean" - The Tragically Hip

K well my first beef is trying to find these lyrics were a pain in the butt cause when you google the song it doesn't come up as yer not the ocean, which is the proper spelling of the song title. but whatev's

I used to have a love hate relationship with the tragically hip.
I grew up in kingston so I am expected to love them. but I didnt.
Not until I was much older, in Ottawa. They grew on me.
I was once at a hip concert in ottawa in like 2001 after spending a hot hot day drinking rum in the backyard of Sean's house.
I fainted in the crowd. I just remember feeling lightheaded and saying to sean, I'm going to faint. then the next thing I know I'm waking up and people are all crowded aro und me giving me water.
I had bit my lip when I fainted too. OUCH.
I have fainted more than once in my life so I was kind of used to it. sucks though.
I really like this song. that's my point.

So just lately

When I catch myself

I do a 180

I stay up clean the house

At least I'm not drinking

Run around just so I don't have to think about thinking

That silent sense of content

That everyone gets

Just disappears soon as the sun sets

Almost a year ago....

"Your words are like knives
They peel my skin and pierce my soul
Your body will burn tonight
Though your heart may still remain cold
And I blame myself
And I blame myself
If holding onto what I hope will keep you by my side
I will blame myself
The sheets are stained with
Memories of your soft kiss
Now this is all I have
Paper and pen
to remember you with
And I blame myself
And I blame myself
Holding onto what I hope will keep you by my side
I will blame myself
Could I have you?
Can I have you?
Could I have you?
Can i have you?"

Like Knives - City and Colour.

This pretty much sums it up.
Wow. So good to NOT be there anymore.
OUCH.

"Sam Malone"....

"And I know, there is.
Some place I can go.
Where no one knows my name"

This is what I want.

Day old hate

So let's face it this was never what you wanted
But I know it's fun to pretend
Now blank stares and empty threats
Are all I have, they're all I have.
So drown me and if you can
Or we could just have conversation.
And I fall, I fall, I falter
But I'll find you before I drift away
Now you still speak of day old hate
Though your whole world has gone up into flames
And isn't it great to find that you're really worth nothing
And how safe it is to feel safe.
So drown me and if you can
Or we could just have conversation.
And I fall, I fall, I falter
But I'll find you before I drift away
The things we do just to stay alive
The things we do just to stay alive
The things we do just to stay alive
The things we do just to keep ourselves alive.

Dallas Green

That's it, I've decided

When I grow up.........

I want to be a pirate!

When you don't have a plus one!

I'm going camping this weekend at the trailer with a big group of friends. I'm really looking forward to it. but I'm kind of nervous at the same time....the last time I was there, I was alone, packing up my campsite, just after Sean and I broke up. I cried for about 7 hours while I took everything down, took apart a bbq, moved a canoe, etc. etc. It was very sad.

A lot of his belongings are still there, I'm kind of nervous about going, because I think it's going to bring up a lot of really great memories that Sean and I shared together last summer. Namely our 10 day summer vacation at the trailer, where we woke up when we wanted, spent entire days canoeing and fishing together, took naps together on the hammock, spent hours staring up at the sky to see who could see the first shooting star, made fun of the toads and frogs croaking all night... and the list goes on. I don't have sad moments about the break up anymore, but I think this one's going to be tough, especially since I am camping with 5 couples and I will be missing my plus one!

Blast from the past!

While I was in New Brunswick I went to visit my ex's parents (from when I was 15-19 years old, - Bill and Donna,) at their house in Burton. Before showing up I knew Geoff (the ex), his wife and child were going to be there. Not only them, but Geoff's sister, brother and his children as well as Geoff's Grand mother were going to be there too!

Geoff and I lived together for a year after my family and I moved to Kingston. I broke up with him and moved to Ottawa in the summer of 1999. Geoff met his wife in Kingston and after a while they moved to New Brunswick.

Back to the story. It was kind of awkward going there while the whole family was there, but it was the only day I could make it out for a visit. It was great to see Geoff again after about 8 years. He gave me a hug when I came in and asked how I was doing, all I could spit out was good. I'm doing good. Meanwhile in my head I'm thinking my life is pretty messed up at this point!

His wife seems nice and their little boy David is super cute. I wish I could go back in time because I would have liked to actually have a conversation with Geoff, minus my awkwardness. I wasn't able to carry a conversation with him, my answers were very brief, I didn't know what to say, or how to say it. This doesn't usually happen to me, well, not in a very long time anyways.

A lot of feelings and memories came up being in that house and around the Mulholland family. It still felt like home even though there have been renovations done, and so much time has passed.

It's strange to think that Bill and Donna have known me for half of my entire life, they still consider me part of their family, and will always call me Ernie!

Trip to New Brunswick!

View from Haley's mom's cottage!

New Brunswick Flag at the airport

Lobster trap at Haley's mom's cottage!

Officer's square, downtown Fredericton, NB

City Hall, Fredericton, NB

Loopins, Oromocto, NB

Lighthouse next to Officer's Square, Fredericton, NB

Path going to Tim Hortons, Oromocto, NB

Me balancing on a rock at Haley's mom's cottage!

Best Friends Forever!

Chippy!

It's funny cause when I saw this picture I said to myself, "Sheesh, I hope Chippy's around again this summer." I'm not the only one hoping he's around, Amanda's rootin' for the return of the ol' chipster!

I know he will be there, he had way too much fun harassing me and my friends last year!

Spam can be funny!!!

Look what was waiting for me in my inbox this morning at work.
Lovely!

Comin' home!

I could, and have listened to this song 100 times.

Dear Haley,

Well now this song couldn't be more perfect, it's a song I've been listening to for many many months and is I've always loved it, just the "you're on you're own again" part really reminded me of what's going on......then when I was flying to NB I thought, "you're on your own again" RIGHT!!!!! I'ts one of the songs I listened to over and over on my flight and while I was in NB I made Haley listen to it quite a few times whether she knew it or not, and it was just cause I really liked the song. Then on my flight home, I listenend to it a few more times and I actually listened to all of the lyrics rather than the "You're on your own again" part. And it actually is PERFECT for me and I think her too. Or us. And I even have the tattoos to prove it. haha!

In the end - the stills

Dream, chasing
You followed the sun across
Mountains and oceans and cities
And small towns
Stopped in, some place
They're glad they've met you
Their hearts are now with you
In joy, and pain
Young and plain
Young and plain
Young and plain
It's your day
You're on your own again
Pause for a photograph
You're so good looking
You'll turn all the men into boys
But just don't get married
Think of resting
I'm glad I've met you
My heart is now with you in joy
And pain

This week with you was the funnest ever. I wish our gatherings occured more than just once a year. But I am very grateful that we have just that. We have somehow managed to see eachother once a year even though we live over a thousand km's away. Wicked. I think about all of the things we have been through over the years and it amazes me. It's really been a lot, nothing to do with our friendship, that's always been solid, but as inidviduals, we've had so many happy and sad converstions, it's been a lot. I love the fact that we've always been there for one another, whether it's random freaking out phone calls at 3am crying, or hug fests on my balcony, or balloon fests on my balcony, we've shared the happiest and saddest moments that anyone could ever experience. You are my favorite. Just talking to you makes me super happy and kicks me out of the worst moods ever. I think you are the greatest person ever and I think you deserve tons of goodness in your life.

Kisses to you haley!

Tripple trouble!

Cuuuuuuuute!

Being a geek!

Being an even bigger geek at the Oromocto mall!

Alien transport gangsta style!

I tried to put Haley up for sale on the community board at the mall. She dissaproved but at least posed for a picture :)

Hee hee hee, that's her "for sale sign"

Well, not only is she pretty, she does sudoku too. Very poorly I must say, I think I saw more scribbled out puzzles than completed ones......she still gets an 'A' for Effort though. She tries hard :) aha haley!

Yup. I left her. And I went far away. Back to Toronto! But for the record, NOT cause I wanted to. I wanted to stay. Forever!

Kinda makes me think of you lady!!!

Smile - Pearl Jam

Don't it make you smile?

Don't it make you smile?

When the sun don't shine it don't shine at all...

Don't it make you smile?

Don't it make you smile?

Don't it make me smile?

Yeah... When the sun don't shine it don't shine at all...yeah...

Don't it make me smile?

I miss you already yeah...

I miss you always...

I miss you already yeah...

I miss you all day...

This is how I feel...

I...I miss you already yeah...

I miss you always...

The crooked heart swells all around, yeah...

I miss you all day...

The crooked heart swells around, yeah...

Don't it make you smile?

Don't it make you smile?

The crooked heart swells around...

Fish & chips and beer, oh my!

Yesterday while Haley worked I went to a friends house and hung out with her and her kids. I left her place to walk downtown and hang out until haley was done work. I went to a pub and had some lunch, fish and chips, mmmm fresh haddock!!! I ordered a pint of beer called Pumphouse Speacial old bitter, brewed in Moncton, N.B. It was sick. Did not enjoy it at all. I thought I might like it, but I was wrong. I had to force it down with my fish and chips! At least the fish and chips were wickedly awesome.

(pictures will be posted when I get back to Toronto)

The day I hit the coast!

Tomorrow I am flying to St. John, New Brunswick.

My best friend Haley will be picking me up at the St. John airport.

We will then head to Oromocto. I lived there from when I was 12-17 years old. I am going to attend my high school reunion. I sorta wonder why I'm going, cause I didn't really talk to many of the people who will be attending the reunion. I have a few friends who are going, it will be great to see them! I am so excited to see Haley though! She has been living in Victoria for the past year and just moved back to NB about 2 weeks ago.

I will be sure to take tons of pictures, and do some fun and exciting stuff. Hopefully once this vacation is over, I will feel totally relaxed and get back to blogging. I'm hoping to start writing some interesting stuff rather than just about my outings in Toronto.

à la prochaine!

Shopping carts can be fun!

So friday night Mayssan and I went out on Queen street, it was a pretty fun night, ended up pushing mayssan in this shopping cart, then went over a curb and she jumped out and the cart fell over. Then I decided to lay on it......I dunno! Then some nice boys came over and helped us pick up the cart. So we drank beer with them.

What the???

So saturday night Mayssan and I went out for an adventure on queen street, here are some fun pics!

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

DOUBLE uhhhhhhhh!

Hey look what we found in the park, looks like someone was doing a little 'drinkin'!

Just trying to blend in with the trees!

Decided to lay on the grass for a break!

Hey where's Mayssan? Oh there she is, hiding under the tree!

Tijuana lady!

So I've discovered a totally KICK ASS song on this cd I have owned for a while but I think I always fell asleep before this song came on. The song is called Tijuana Lady by Gomez, and the Cd is called The chillout" and it features bands/artists such as:

Coldplay
Air
Zero 7
Embrace
Depeche Mode
Gorillaz
Radiohead
Massive Attack
Gomez
Doves
Stereophonics
Blur
Life on Mars
Kinobe
Goldfrapp
Grove Armada
The Chemical Brothers
Lemon Jelly
Moby
Everything but the Girl
Moloko
Calexico
and more!

Now if this doesn't sound like the best sort of Ambient compilation, then you can go fuck yourself!

Here are the lyrics.....

Tijuana lady - Gomez

Take me down to where you hide
Lay me down, lay me down inside
What use now, hold back this pacific tide
Tijuana lady where did you goI been chasin you around old mehico
Gonna find my way back to san diego
Baby whered you hide
Take me down to where you hide
Play me around, leave me all your sadness
Make no sound, cos I know you'll lie
Tijuana lady, lets take it slow
I know that I'm no head honcho
I'll keep you warm in my silky poncho
Tijuana lady where did you go
I heard you lost a last sombrero
Tijuana lady which way dyou flow
Im a el mariachi desparado
Where'd you hide
Tell me whered you hide
enchilada desparado days
Senorita come back and meet me again
Buona vista, senorita, yeah
I love you so come back, be with me again

Dealing with Boredom.

I feel a bit bored these days. (Except this past week that I spent in Ottawa, Mos. Def. not boring) So I found this little piece of advice, which I am going to try out the next time I'm bored!