I don't see how this could change any of that!

I'm not used to this stuff but it's funny.
One day you think everything's cool, then the next you wonder if it's not, then you give up, then the next day there's a surprise.

This is how my past 3 weeks have been. They have always ended on a positive note. This is good.

Even though I do stupid shit and think the worst and wonder if I was an idiot for a moment. It turns out good in the end.
I started to think that today....but then tonight, there is that reassurance, everything's ok.

I mean I have no idea what THIS is, but I like it. And whatever it ends up being, is fine with me, but I am enjoying it. Definitly.
In the end things might turn into nothing, but the experience is enough for me.

I'm not reading into anything, I'm not hoping for anything, I'm not expecting anything, and I think that is what is making everything even better.
I'm pretty ok with it all. And I think that's cool.

A song I was enjoying on my walk home from a super bizarre FUN weird night tonight that invoved a broken "40', a wrestling match, some arm wrestling and a ninja fight, all on bloor street:

"If I'd found the right words to say" - Snow Patrol

Right about now, if I'd found the right words to say
I'd tell you you're safe and take hold of your hand
I'll be there by your side for the rest of your life
Our bodies could fall off the end of the world
Something told me we'd be happy forever
I don't see how this could change any of that
I will follow your ghost as it climbs up the rock-face
And lie with you on the grass above
And I'd like to change all this
And I'd like to wake up from this
By your side
How did we ever survive for this length of time?
Living with only a care in the world
But the light that shines from her
Whenever she's happy is worth every minute that we've saved ourselves
Maybe there's hope in just one final second
A flash of her love as she waves us goodbye
Don't torture yourself with what might have given
We did everything that we could ever do
And I'd like to chnge all this
And I'd like to wake up form this
By your side.

Peace everyone, I'm in Ottawa for the next 8 days. Maybe I will keep y'all posted. Maybe not.
I vote for the NOT cause it's going to be an absolutely RETARDED week.
I hope I survive....
That's all I've got to say!
Wish me luck!!!!!
E-OUT!