One day

one day
it will happen
one day,
one day
it will all come true
one day
when you're ready
one day, one day
when you're up to it
the atmosphere
will get lighter
and two suns ready
to shine just for you
i can feel it
one day
it will happen
one day. one day
it will all make sense
one day, one day
you will blossom
one day, one day
when you're ready
an aeroplane will curve gracefully
around the volcano
with the eruption that never lets you down
i can feel itand the beautifullest
fireworks are burning
in the sky just for you
i can feel it
one day
one day

One day - bjork

One day, when I'm ready, I will have something good to say....
I can feel it.

Yer not the ocean!

Again, I’m talking to the lake
I’m standing on the rocks
Yer not the ocean
I’m better to watch
Britney invisible or the stranger in myself
than a wall of water
just hitting the shelf
Yer not the ocean
You’re up to my toes
Yer not the ocean
You’re not even close
Though you’re so real
and you’ve more youth everyday
and you can think and feel
and get out of your own way
and though I’m nothing
you are just a lake
made to take it
and take and take and take
Yer not the ocean
I’m standing on my toes
Yer not the ocean
You’re not even close
Yer not the ocean
You’re up to my chin
Yer not the ocean
You’re not coming in
You’re not coming in
You’re not coming in
You’re not coming in
Yer not the ocean
You’re up to my chin
Yer not the ocean
You’re not coming in
You’re not coming in
You’re not coming in
You’re not coming in

"Yer not the ocean" - The Tragically Hip

K well my first beef is trying to find these lyrics were a pain in the butt cause when you google the song it doesn't come up as yer not the ocean, which is the proper spelling of the song title. but whatev's

I used to have a love hate relationship with the tragically hip.
I grew up in kingston so I am expected to love them. but I didnt.
Not until I was much older, in Ottawa. They grew on me.
I was once at a hip concert in ottawa in like 2001 after spending a hot hot day drinking rum in the backyard of Sean's house.
I fainted in the crowd. I just remember feeling lightheaded and saying to sean, I'm going to faint. then the next thing I know I'm waking up and people are all crowded aro und me giving me water.
I had bit my lip when I fainted too. OUCH.
I have fainted more than once in my life so I was kind of used to it. sucks though.
I really like this song. that's my point.

So just lately

When I catch myself

I do a 180

I stay up clean the house

At least I'm not drinking

Run around just so I don't have to think about thinking

That silent sense of content

That everyone gets

Just disappears soon as the sun sets

Almost a year ago....

"Your words are like knives
They peel my skin and pierce my soul
Your body will burn tonight
Though your heart may still remain cold
And I blame myself
And I blame myself
If holding onto what I hope will keep you by my side
I will blame myself
The sheets are stained with
Memories of your soft kiss
Now this is all I have
Paper and pen
to remember you with
And I blame myself
And I blame myself
Holding onto what I hope will keep you by my side
I will blame myself
Could I have you?
Can I have you?
Could I have you?
Can i have you?"

Like Knives - City and Colour.

This pretty much sums it up.
Wow. So good to NOT be there anymore.
OUCH.

"Sam Malone"....

"And I know, there is.
Some place I can go.
Where no one knows my name"

This is what I want.

Day old hate

So let's face it this was never what you wanted
But I know it's fun to pretend
Now blank stares and empty threats
Are all I have, they're all I have.
So drown me and if you can
Or we could just have conversation.
And I fall, I fall, I falter
But I'll find you before I drift away
Now you still speak of day old hate
Though your whole world has gone up into flames
And isn't it great to find that you're really worth nothing
And how safe it is to feel safe.
So drown me and if you can
Or we could just have conversation.
And I fall, I fall, I falter
But I'll find you before I drift away
The things we do just to stay alive
The things we do just to stay alive
The things we do just to stay alive
The things we do just to keep ourselves alive.

Dallas Green

That's it, I've decided

When I grow up.........

I want to be a pirate!